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Durrr

I have a learning: Do not wait until there are only 59 minutes left in the day to begin writing the day’s post.

Dribble. Durr. And Murp.

Luckily I have pictures from what I thought was going to be a baby-mama-nap session.

Naps are for suckers!

 

Tummy time is most tolerable on a mama tummy.

He just doesn't look like a four-month old human to me.

And then we went for a walk. In the stroller for a change.

B, wave to the camera from your cute bundle nest of a stroller.

 

Right after that was taken, he informed me that he hated the stroller at that moment. He wanted to be carried for this walk, so I used my newly muscled mom arms to do just that. He talked and cooed and commented all the way home.

I don’t keep a baby book beyond this blog, and I haven’t really been keeping track of all the milestones. But there are certain things I don’t want to forget about right now. So. This next part is notes for the future me that wants to remember what was going on with little 16 week-old Benton.

  • When I hold him in his favorite position—standing—he looks around with so much curiosity and his little jowls puff out.
  • He is starting to use his hands more deliberately each day, and when I hold him, he grabs onto me. I love that he needs me.
  • He has smelled amazing since he was born and continues to be huffable.
  • When he wakes up confused after a nap, all he needs is his mom or dad’s face to remind him he is safe.
  • When we hold him in the mirror to check out our reflections, he gazes back with a huge grin and then buries his face in our shoulder.
  • No matter how far I scoot away in the bed, he manages to velcro himself to me. Even while he is asleep, he will migrate until he is a baby barnacle.
  • His hands and feet are enormous and I have to clip his fingernails daily because they grow faster than I ever thought they could.
  • He rolled over on Halloween and is just beginning to practice sitting on his own, although it is very humpty dumpty.
  • When I tell him that I love him, he responds in baby chatter almost every time.


A Post About Nothing

I was writing some dribble of an intro paragraph when I looked to my left and saw this. There are moments that knock the breath out of me. In a good way. This was one of them.

As common as it is, it still astounds me on a daily basis that I made this person. And he continues to live solely off my body. There are moments when I want my body back to myself, but then I am instantly sad at the thought of it.

Yes, this post is brought to you by the Hipstamatic App. Because my camera is at the bottom of the diaper bag, and because I am tired. I don’t feel like going into all the reasons that I am tired. Because, you know, that is just tiring.

Besides exhaustion? I feel shockingly good. I have a giddy sensation in my gut like I used to get before the fall semester started. Or a new job. Life is changing so quickly.

The seasons are quickly turning as well, but we have been having some awesome fall walking weather. (Except for today.) I’m slightly worried about cabin fever once the Chicago winter hits. Benton really enjoys the walks we go on and they keep me sane. I am not sure how we will keep that up in the ice and cold. Frightening.

I love being a family. Even though we are just three, it feels so warm and cozy. Even when we are barefoot.

I’m never really alone anymore, but yet I’m alone all the time. I have no particular place to be, but I can’t just disappear. Sometimes on our walks I just stop in the middle of the sidewalk and sway with the sleeping baby while I search for a four leaf. To anyone passing by it would seem like I was waiting for someone. But I am just swaying.

 

 

 

The Walk

I. Love. Crunchy. Leaves.

LOVE.

If you are a pile of crunchy leaves, prepare to meet my stompy foot. I can’t help it. You’re asking for it, just sitting there being all colorful and crunchable. I’m looking forward to teaching Benton about this. Hoping he uses two stompy feet and jumps on them repeatedly. Because that would make his mama proud.

For now, I was the active member of our early fall walk yesterday. B slept like a good baby, and I took photos. 900mb of photos in just an hour.

SO. Let’s just say I had a good time. Clearly.

It was one of those things I did just for me. Which is so so so important.

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I Spy Something Sassy

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“I Spy” used to be my one of my favorite games to play.

Actually, it still is.

Ship Me to the Apple Barn Festival

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Pick a word, any word. This plate was in the bathroom of Foursided. Bathroom reading for the ADD customer?

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A walk in Winnemac Park with Justin. We took our fake dog for a walk and fit right in.

Fall was awesome this weekend. The only thing that could have made it better would have been an apple pie and a trip to a pumpkin farm/cider mill.

However, I ate too much brunch at M. Henry with Randy and Andrea yesterday to be interested in baking a pie like I had planned. And as far as the field trip to the pumpkin farm/cider mill goes, I am car-less.

It is one of the only times of the year that I loooonnnng for a vehicle. A GIRL NEEDS HER PUMPKINS. The farms in the burbs of Chicago are ridiculously extravagant; petting zoos and pig races, corn mazes and apple orchards, fresh cider and hot donuts. FRESH CIDER AND HOT DONUTS. Want! My friends from high school, Bill and Lindsay, were just engaged this weekend at one of these cider mills in a very cute way. See, cider=love.

You see, I have these childhood memories of the Apple Barn Festival in rural central Illinois (anyone ever heard of Danvers? no, no you haven’t), and I won’t be completely satisfied with the fall season until I can return to this magical place or a place like it. (Add Hayrides, caramel apples, and music to the mandatory list). My heart aches whenever a new Facebook album is posted featuring a pumpkin patch trip, or a goat eating a funnel cake.

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And since everyone I know has been uploading adorable pictures of their babies in pumpkin patches, here is mine.

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nom nom the pumpkin

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Chinese lanterns now greet me at the door. Really really like.

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<3

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Leaves creating shadow patterns on the wall.

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Fall twinkle lights are up around the doorway to the dining room. I really love the extra glow. I need all the light I can get.

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Not a real apple pie, but it smells that way.

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Have you met Marjorie and Lloyd yet?

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They are my only Halloween decorations.

Don’t be scared.

Marjorie is not as wretched as she looks. When I found her a few years ago at World Market, I just had to have her. While laughing maniacally, I stood in line with her under squeezed tightly under my arm. I tried to contain the snickering, but it was like I had the church giggles. They simply could not be supressed. The cashier expertly avoided eye contact with the crazy lady petting the ugly kitty, and soon I was the proud owner of a disgusting piece of styrofoam that was covered in something that can loosely be described as “fur.” A year later, little Lloyd was spotted and purchased to keep her company. Justin hated Marj at first, but has eventually come to accept her as an unavoidable presence that visits us during this time of year. She is the unwanted stepchild of our holiday decor.

Rut

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As you can see, my summer masthead it still up. That is because I am a creative zombie at the moment.

Are you familiar with ruts? Because I am in one.

I am in deep.

Please throw me a rope to climb out. Pleeeeasssse help. Oh wait–I haven’t been working out like I am should be, so I don’t even have the strength to CLIMB THE ROPE. This is lame. I will return to the gym straight away, and guaranteed, I will be my normal self within a few days. Promise.

I took the above photos on my way home yesterday (except the blue sky and tree which was a sunny morning shot). Oh, lovely leaves. I heart the crap out of red leaves. They make me want to wear Betty-Draper-red-lipstick and bake a pie while wearing heels and sipping hot-spiced cider with brandy. If I had a fireplace, I would be shoving piles of dry leaves in there just for the smokey smell of fall.

As I have mentioned before, the light is slowly dimming the commute home. Every day that I can squeeze in a few more shots of foliage is a good one.

October sky over my train track horizon.

October sky over my train track horizon.

November–April Sky over my train track horizon.

November–April Sky over my train track horizon.

I think I might need a sun-lamp. Or a vacation to look forward to.

Peck of Purple Peppers

People, it is getting cold outside. And the sun is dipping way too close to the horizon during my commute home. In less than a month it will be pitch black when I arrive at my doorstep around 6 p.m.

Knowing that I won’t be able to see ANYTHING during my commute for the next six months, I am stocking up on imagery of growing stuff while I still can. These are from my bus stop on Wacker Drive yesterday.

Tiny purple peppers. Soon to be replaced by evergreens in the planters along the drive.

Tiny purple peppers. Soon to be replaced by evergreens in the planters along the drive.

Reminds me of Monsoon Wedding. These marigolds are living their last days, and will be replaced by piles of snow soon enough.

Reminds me of Monsoon Wedding. These marigolds are living their last days, and will be replaced by piles of snow soon enough.

Let this one burn into your retinas, people. Enjoy the blooms before they go.

Let this one burn into your retinas, people. Enjoy the blooms before they go.

If you are looking for me today, I will be at Daley Plaza, crying into a pile of Honeycrisp apples. Maybe I will buy some pumpkin whoopie pies from the Amish stand to ease my pain. And maybe some cider. And a caramel apple. And some peanut brittle.

On second thought, who am I kidding? Cold weather means food galore. I will trade my blossoms for butter. My sunlight for the oven light. Who needs the warmth of summer when you can have pie? Yes, I will be thrilled when spring is here again. I will once again flip out when I see the first sprout. But for now, I think I am ready to say my goodbyes.

Purple Cauliflower and a Laundry Monster

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Yes, that is an actual variety of purple cauliflower. I didn’t Photoshop it. If I had, there would be googly eyes on it.

So you may have noticed there is quite a bit of color going on here. The farmer’s market is in its last weeks before shutting down for the season. It is hard to be sad though when there is still so much going on at each stand. Honeycrisps, concord grapes, red peppers, squash, and pumpkins. It is like the Mardi Gra of vegetables. One last hurrah before a quiet season.

Porpus is a big fan of fall/winter. Hibernation is her specialty.

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Not just a disturbing amount of laundry to fold. It is a cat cave as well. Look closely.

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Now that you made it through the cat photos, you get a reward. A spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down.

100409_3100409_4Another great thing about the season change is that it brings fantastic crispy-snuggle-up-warm-and-cozy-sleeping weather. It is perfect for spooning–pets, loved ones, or pillows–although it kind of sucks to get out of bed on a chilly morning. And for some reason I am totally congested when I wake up. Gross. Hence the lemon, honey, cayenne and hot water drink. It does wonders. Trust me. Cleans you out and is kind of addicting. I make them every morning, and coffee is a dark and distant memory at this point.

Speaking of spooning, one of my recent daily happinesses doesn’t even involve me. A couple of my friends have recently found new companions to cozy up with. I am pleased as punch that they will be very warm this winter. Yay for them! They deserve the best. <3

p.s. For those of you who are upset about the masthead, it is coming.

p.p.s. Who are all you people? Are you lurking without commenting? I think you are. It’s alright. I do it too. But don’t be afraid to say hello sometime.

What Are You Thinking About?

It’s one of the most dangerous/annoying questions that you can ask your partner.

Sometimes it yields mind-blowing, thought-provoking responses. These answers make your query seem very worth the asking.

Sometimes the response is incredibly dull.

And then other times, you are disturbed.

You regret prying into your loved one’s mind at that moment. You want to hit the “refresh” button and pretend it never happened. You retreat to the bedroom and curl up under a gigantic pile of warm clothes–fresh from the dryer–and pop in a pair of ear plugs. Then you fall asleep and under a mound of Bounce freshness and dream of kittens and muffins (This is truly the only proven cure to Unwanted Thought Syndrome).

I am willing to bet that Justin suffers from the UTS upon hearing my thoughts more than I suffer from hearing his. Right now he is thinking about getting a job. Guaranteed. I am thinking about yams, and crunchy leaves, and not peeing my pants. I am also considering eating our entire stock of ginger in the pantry.  I CAN’T get enough ginger. I am also wondering what Alice in Wonderland would be like if Larry David played the Mad Hatter. Now I am thinking about Norpus as the Mad Hatter. Schween is the doormouse. “End scene.”

Back to the topic of crunchy leaves. Since it is officially October in a couple hours, I feel comfortable enough to officially celebrate fall. Not fake fall, but real fall. It is not totally visible just yet, but you can hear and smell it. I once joined a facebook group called “I will go out of my way to step on a crunchy leaf.” This is true.

Crunchy leaves don’t get much love since the brilliant orange and red ones are the standard motif for the season. But there is no satisfying crunch when you step on a ruby-toned-freshly-fallen leaf. And would you rather jump into a pile of flat, glossy, yet beautiful leaves, or fluffy, light, and crispy ones? I haven’t actually jumped into a pile of leaves in years, and I have no good excuse to offer you. I have stomped some good leaves already this year though, and couldn’t be more pleased with myself. Try it out.

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Apologies to Summer

I feel bad about jumping the gun on Fall excitement. Amber reminded me to enjoy what we have right now. And that picture of me in the parka with the duck face makes me cold.

Then there was last Thursday’s farmer’s market on Daley Plaza. Summer, this is where I really started to regret wishing for fall. Because the produce is so ridiculously abundant, that they have stopped trying to contain it in cute,tidy bushel baskets. They are likely just backing up dump-trucks full of locally grown goodness and depositing GIGANTIC HEAPS OF AWESOMENESS under the various seller’s tents.

The huge pile of multi-colored fresh peppers made me want to do this:

Weeeeee

Weeeeee!

Jumping into a pile of ripe edibles in public is frowned upon. So I restrained myself. But look how lovely they are:

Peppers! And baby Vidalia onions! These roast up into a perfect marriage that would pair nicely with some italian sausage.

Peppers! And baby Vidalia onions! These roast up into a perfect marriage that would pair nicely with some italian sausage.

What's this?

What's this?

Disapproving Squirrel has been let out of his lengthy timeout. He was allowed to play in the onion patch, but his attitude clearly needs a bit more adjustment. He didn't show proper excitment for the peppers, so was not allowed near them.

Disapproving Squirrel has been let out of his lengthy timeout. He was allowed to play in the onion patch, but his attitude clearly needs a bit more adjustment. He didn't show proper excitement for the peppers, so was not allowed near them.

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Sunflowers that look like saffron colored marigolds. They are so heavy that their necks are slumped. Such a strange posture for a really happy looking flower.

Sunflowers that look like saffron-colored marigolds. They are so heavy that their necks are slumped. Such a strange posture for a really happy looking flower.